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(2010) Turning The Season
01. Chasing ghosts
02. Twisted reflection
03. Our testament
04. Dose
05. In the alley of dark
06. Commence evolution
07. Make it count
08. Break the silence
09. Every calculated step
10. A perfect sunrise



01. Chasing ghosts

Never know what you have until you’ve lost everything
remember the feeling every breath I take
stabs every move I haven't made
burns inside me
if I could bring back time
I’m not sure I won't bring back my mistakes
I was never looking back
thought that everything will be the same
now I’m losing my favorite game
not controlling what I am
the first time I’m sorry
the moment you've turned your back
I realized I had to prevail
please just go
if I could bring back time
I’m not sure I won't bring back my mistakes
I was never looking back
thought that everything will be the same
for all our time
some words came too late
and now I'm losing steps in self-destruction
I’m just wondering what could be the reason
for our dissolution
cut you off and let you go free
from what I want
from anything that I saw right there
never know what you have until you’ve lost everything
I let you go
free me from ghost
I follow let me escape
my sorrow goodbye
for now let us go on
I drink to that my friend
I'm walking my steps again



02. Twisted reflection

Here I’m within moments of abandoned objectives
seems like everything’s falling apart
worst dreams are coming out
from hidden layers of my mind
I’m bleeding my faith
anesthesia pill to save the day
I’m not alone and it feels
like the weight of the world lies on my back
tell me how to make it till the end
in your arms I’m floating on again
hope I get to see the day you’ve shown me
love you’ve shown me
pain you gave me
something to gain pure touch of rain on my face
why does it happen all the time
I’m choosing usual lies
prepare to let the rope
go shut all systems down
you won’t leave me alone
and it feels like the weight of the world
lies on my back
tell me how to make it till the end
take my hand pull me out from my lifeless state
maintain me I will fight
reality is not what we seek
illusions help us breath
worst dreams are coming out from
hidden layers of my mind
I’m bleeding my faith
I scream
I need you there to be real
reality is not what we seek
illusions help us breath



03. Our testament

Another kill few numbers drawn from your receipt in the cloud of napalm you’ll wait ‘till enough blood gratifies the leech of greediness that’s raising your regrets still there is one more fact that you have managed to let slip away I’ve never been more aware break me and I will rise again from the ashes of my own discontent there’s nothing in this world that can bleach out the stain that you have left on my soul ensure the truth is kept away while darkness eats you from within 1000 demons on your back to you it’s just another game instigate wars to accumulate your wealth the day will come when you’ll confront ideas you can’t manipulate we’ve never been more aware break me and I will rise again from the ashes of my discontent there’s nothing in this world that can bleach out the stain that you have left on my soul scars remain break me and I will rise again my blood, my faith, nothing you can erase



04. Dose

Every day you're fighting for your life every fucking step you may step into lies find a star to watch over your dream ‘cause everything you have comes from inside hide your scars all tears you want to cry disguise supplements of trauma start believing in yourself despite the odds and nobody can get you down give your best stand up and smile when you hit the floor don’t let anyone enjoy your fall don’t feed emotion with empty words you’re confused now but time will teach you how find someone somewhere willing to listen to your call true sacrifice seeks nothing in return hide your scars all tears you want to cry disguise supplements of trauma start believing in yourself despite the odds and nobody can get you down my heart still remains sharp knife cut my chests



05. In the alley of dark

I never felt like this before what happened to the days when I've hoped I'd always have the strength to beat all evil in this world I'm one step from giving up I feel the pain I see the rain coming down to flood my dreams away some things you lose some things you gain what have we got to help us to forget all this pain in our hearts all the shame that this mirrors reflects in alley of dark sometimes I wish I had never been found in alley of dark my heart is breaking but there is no sound in alley of dark please help me find one reason more to rebuild this town from the ground dead men are walking our streets and no one tries open your eyes justice left this place long time ago it seems we're free but where can we all go mother cries for her son who will never find his way back home bloody streets broken homes no I can’t take it anymore have no fear still believe bottom line we’re gonna live this dream in alley of dark sometimes I wish I had never been found we’ll find our strength in the thing that are left behind we’re gonna live this dream someday



06. Commence evolution

Everyone wants to get inside my head saying you are instead of I am well
won’t you help me to stand on my feet are you afraid that I might go my own way if I drink it doesn't make me punk stereotypes explanation for non understanding if I fight don’t expect me to die for you let me be what I am politicians sell empty visions that can't blur my sight can't lead me astray cause I live with (cause I’m living’) things I believe in (still believing) start evolution on my side of the tracks (I’m gonna make a change) I look up to the sky I raise my fist and shout ready for you don't know it you’ve helped me out thanks to you I’ve made it this far all these years you've kept drugging me but now I feel now I see this isn’t over here I am creating chaos I look up to the sky I raise my fist and shout ready for you



07. Make it count

Walking back beyond the mirrors choke yourself with endless questions you’ve become self-contained who’s winning on the battlefield now will your body take the final cut don’t look back breathe in breathe out make it count always seems like it’s too much delayed from all your goals one step closer you're one step further how many steps until you’ve won afraid you were losing it before it even started but you’ll lose it if you don’t try dust in your mouth you can't breathe out is it worth it does it mean a thing refill your hopes and follow me this dream is waiting to be afraid you were losing it before it even started but you’ll lose it if you don’t try is this your best is this your best wake up now we got no time we got no time to waste you need to try as hard you can no one will wait don’t let down you defense you’ve got to try to rise against



08. Break the silence

If I had a radio I’d help the ones who have never had a chance unlike us who spend our lives in indifference ignore the media if you are not able to read between the lines or wait for directives plug your veins to this stream of lies we reached the point of no return curtain falls all rise tonight we are bringing the sirens we are breaking the silence if I had a radio no government would restrain human rights to freedom go express yourself say no to the aggression of intruded rates truth stabs but it helps to clean these streets we march in the name of the ones we love the ones who were left behind the smallest part of a sacrifice is to throw away benefits of disregard we reached the point of no return curtain falls all rise tonight we are bringing the sirens we are breaking the silence break it down violence won’t make me surrender lay back I’ll make my stand I’ll break the silent moment I would never run away again



09. Every calculated step

I’m not that kind of man who’ll use his chance to get it right that’s why I’m scared that will fall in the end ‘cause I failed to control all the emotions that I give you I’m in love with you bypassing all these emophobic steps blackout I’m joining this parade I struggle as much as I can I’m losing this debate
how will this chase end all that I have this is who I am someone said the thing that makes us real is what we feel today maybe I will crack my head on human ignorance can’t make me live the way I’ll never understand our run starts in the room where I keep all the arms of self obstruction means just play me I won’t feel a thing and I calculated all my steps but fuck all that I’m waiting for your call (running out of tracks) is it ever gonna change blackout open myself wide shoot me you can’t miss perception of my eyes diluted in the stain all that I have this is who I am someone said the thing that makes us real is what we feel today no guaranties it’s gonna last but I will try and give my best till I break goodbye automatic self I failed you once again for what it’s worth I took the risk to play this game all that I have this is who I am the thing that makes us real what we feel today maybe I will crack my head on human ignorance can’t make me live the way I’ll never understand maybe I will crack my head on human ignorance gotta find you at the end of the run I hope I won’t be late



10. A perfect sunrise

Tell me what is your plan for today go sell the device that’s gonna persuade us all about the avail of living inside plain concrete walls out of sight far from the heart raise the questions about things we have done or enjoy your ride up to the moment when you reach the state beyond repair modify nature on behalf of a better life devastate our home to build us a new one wake up there’s just so little we’re controlling who’s paying the ultimate price there are no more heroes left around cemeteries are all that we leave behind plastic fragments declined from the mechanic form that once was your mind something tells me we’re not gonna make it to the end this perfect sunrise might be the last hope are we aware of that our mistakes won’t disappear if we close our eyes turn heads wake up in time to face results of our neglect rivers run dry hurricanes gone wild deadly microbes raze this world to the ground, shattered rainforest, species and oceans are begging for life are we so blind it’s our fault I dedicate this song to the place we came from ground we walk on air that we breath this perfect sunrise might be the last hope for you and me wake up our planet is suffering