First Flame

(2014) Above the clouds
01. Above the clouds
02. Covering shadow
03. Second chance
04. Hope in my veins
05. First flame
06. Footsteps



01. Above the clouds

Walking on my problems,
walking on this world...
I'm crawling back to You.
Screaming of my senses,
hands back to their presents...
constant shower, straight to my eyes.
Crawling on streets, transforming to 4 walls.
Still feeling empty, opening many doors.
When I climb high, all appears so small.
Worries and problems, doesn't matter any more.
Cloud is calling me, come ride on Me.
Fearful and doubtful, I don't believe.
Storm is coming, it's getting dark.
We'll all gonna drown, if we don't learn to fly.
Many times I just shut my eyes...
rain fell, and I got wet.
And again, I saw the sun, I raised my head...
above the clouds, even if no one understands.
We'll all gonna drown, if we don't learn to fly!



02. Covering shadow

I against I, that's how it's always been.
I against I, that's how it will always stay.
You pushed me against the wall.
You push me against my current.
Never cared for my true interest.
What's my heart's deep desire.
How could you call yourself a friend?
If you don't accept who i realy am.
And you work against me all the time!!!
You tricked me once again.
You missled me that you i am.
Your voice inside my head.
Covering shadow, covering shadow.



03. Second chance

There was a time, we were together,
but my foolishness broke that relationship.
What happened, I really don't know,
cause of my selfishness I left it all.
Why, why, I don't understand?
When will I understand, when will I understand?
When will I learn to cry, and feel it again?
When will I become grateful and learn to respect?
Reconnect...
I CAN SEE, IT'S SO REAL IT'S IN MY HEART,
IT'S IN MY CHEST, IT'S IN MY SOUL.
I FEEL IT'S THERE, AND IT ALWAYS BEEN SOMETHING INSIDE,
AND OUTSIDE, I GOTTA GIVE IN I GOTTA GIVE IN...
I GOTTA GIVE IN, I GOTTA GIVE IN!
WE KNOW, WE KNOW, WE KNOW...
OPEN YOUR HEART, THERE IS THE KEY!!!
Once so close, now lost forgotten.
When I remember, I wanna cry.
I'll take my chance, I want it back
and I don't need no, no reason why!
How I really feel, when I dig deep is that I miss You,
I miss You a lot.
But I forgot, I buried You deep inside,
that I can do, what I thought was what I really like.
But I was wrong, I forgot what was really like,
when I was really loved.



04. Hope in my veins

I have blood boiling with desire,
rushing fast to a surface......
Hope in my veins!
longing, striving, still for something more.
Still, screaming, we can make a change.
Hope! dies! last!
rainy icecubes – droping on my forhead.
Day after day – testing my tolerance.
It makes me bleed sometimes – ending on my knees.
But my hands are strong – with undying hope.
Always try...Never surrender!
lightning comes storming like a knight.
Cuting down flowers of my sun ...
Hope in my veins! the soul, my sun,
shining throuhg my heart.Illuminating,
saying, i still believe......
We still believe!



05. First flame

Longing after that first flame,
with desire, day after day.
Everyone wants it,
but fail to find, finding reflection.
Never satisfied, never satisfied.
The heat, the fire, awakes life inside.
Connection, burning and burning...
Inside out! the heat, the fire,
awakes love inside.
Connection...First flame!!!
when connected to that touch,
of that glance, feeling inspired,
and more alive.No one can tell you,
what touches, what touches your heart.
You'll know it when it happens, deep inside.
The heat, the fire, awakes life inside.
Connection, burning and burning...
Inside out! the heat, the fire,
awakes love inside.
Connection...
I wanna burn, my heart is screaming!
I wanna burn, my heart is screaming! ...



06. Footsteps

Doubting your voice although i hear,
and in your presence although i feel.
I know, i can't see you with these eyes.
I know, i only feel alone under an open sky.
Miracles happen, every day all around me.
Scared to surrender, still using my strength to live.
Then you reveal, i regret i neglect you.
Your voice's so clear, and when i pretend not hearing you.
Never alone, never alone...
Footsteps! what happens next?
I can only wait and see.
And keep my faith, cause you know whats best for me.
You were always here, i'm just too blind to see.
Separated in a dream, in parallel universe.
One day i will realize, those footsteps are not really mine.
One day i will realize, you carried me all this time in your arms.
When sunshines i see you.
When night falls i feel lost.