Me as Well
(2014) Group therapy
01. Letting go
02. Hatred
03. Never again
04. Lasting values
05. Heroes
06. Beautiful life
07. Tv
08. Riverside
09. Hope
10. Together
11. Grow up
12. Failure
13. Umph
01. Letting go
I left you standing in the rain
As the clock striked back, those days were gone
Time was running out too fast for us
To say goodbye to everything we've left behind
Seasons changed day by day, gone in a second
Those years were dead but not to me
I left them full of hope
I left them with pride
I left it all undone, I saw the seasons change
And everything I got left is no regrets
So as the story goes, leaves me by your side
Screaming "thank you for being my friend till the end"
When you were down I held your hand
We'd put the worst behind and said this promise
I hold on to, thinking of you
But time is a vicious thing
Leaves us wondering what might, could have been
Until it's gone
02. Hatred
Through all this pain I feel inside
I feel something that's not right
Maybe the blade above my wrist
The anger that controls my fist
Will I make it through this life?
Too many problems, I don't feel right
Will you help me when I scream
Help me please
Will I make it through this life?
Will I make it without a fight?
So go find someone else to blame
Do you feel the way I feel?
Do you feel the same as me?
Do you feel the anger that fills me?
When I look into you eyes I see something I despise
This heart is full of hatred
Will I make it through this life?
Will I make it without a fight?
Do you feel the way I feel?
Do you feel the same as me?
Do you feel the anger that fills me?
When I look into you eyes I see something I despise
This heart is full of hatred
Through all this pain I feel inside
I feel something that's not right
Maybe the blade above my wrist
The anger that controls my fist
Will I make it through this life?
Too many problems, I don't feel right
Will you help me when I fucking scream
Help me please
Do you feel the way I feel?
Do you feel the same as me?
Do you feel the anger that fills me?
When I look into you eyes I see something I despise
This heart is full of hatred
03. Never again
They call me different
And they say I'm all wrong
Who the fuck are they now
To tell me what to do?
Things just don't work out
Things brake and fall down
You can say what you want
I don't care anyway
We're not alone, we're not just like them
We will go on, silence full of hate
We'll never fall, breakdown in my head
I feel so cold, you made it fucking wrong
Spit out your thoughts now
Do you see what I hate?
You took my last chance
You took it so badly
I look in your eyes
And I see what I can't take
So much emptyness
Is now inside of me
We're not alone, we're not just like them
We will go on, silence full of hate
We'll never fall, breakdown in my head
I feel so cold, you made it fucking wrong
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down
We're not alone, we're not just like them
We will go on, silence full of hate
We'll never fall, breakdown in my head
I feel so cold, you made it fucking wrong
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down, deep inside of me
04. Lasting values
Through all this time we thought we were together, for all I care
We never gave up, would not surrender, falling below
The weight we carried, you helped me through it, never alone
Always standing side by side and
We're growing up, we're growing old, never forget
The roots we've built our strenght upon
We're growing up, not growing old, never let go
Keep pushing, keep pushing on
Leaving a scar at the point when the memories faded
Never looking back as we move on
No bad blood, no regrets that follow
No line to limit my tomorrow
We're growing up, we're growing old, never forget
The roots we've built our strenght upon
We're growing up, not growing old, never let go
Keep pushing, keep pushing on
Through all this time we thought we were togheter
We never gave up would not surrender
And all this time we were togheter
We'll never give up, we'll not surrender
05. Heroes
Can we overcome what we've become?
Find another way and strenght to move on
Heroes souls written the gravestone walls
In this fear we're thrown
From all this violence I can not breathe
Kids barely surviving in the streets
So much death in this life, we're supposed to live and let it bloom
How you live it's all up to you
Heroes souls written on the gravestone walls
Written on the gravestone walls
In this fear we're thrown
All alone crying on the gravestone wall
Tears on the gravestone wall
For the one who died alone
Lifeless, left alone, her love's now an empty home
From the hands of violence, you can't deny this
No more fear, no more blood, no more death in vain
Live your life in peace
06. Beautiful life
Will I ever be that kid again?
Who cared about nothing,
but was strong enough to give up everything
You could have been that kid again
Who cared about nothing,
but was strong enough to give up everything
It's time to wake up, it's time to rule this life
It's time to shake this thing that you call your life because
A beautiful life, just look outiside
A beautiful life, it's a race against time
Walking miles through these empty streets
Where myself and I oftenly meet and say
A beautiful life, just look outiside
A beautiful life, it's a race against time
Will I ever be that kid again?
Who cared about nothing,
but was strong enough to give up everything
You could have been that kid again
Who cared about nothing
It's time to wake up, it's time to rule this life
It's time to shake this thing that you call your life because
A beautiful life, just look outiside
A beautiful life, it's a race against time
Will I ever be that kid again?
Who cared about nothing,
Lived my way despite what others said
I am still that kid from then
I'm still loving, living, hoping
It's time to wake up, it's time to rule this life
It's time to shake this thing that you call your life because
A beautiful life, just look outiside
A beautiful life, it's a race against time
07. Tv
Across the world lands and seas
Our lives are ended in the streets
We poison our minds just to find hopeless beliefs
Trust built on words from TV
Are our eyes just to blind to see
There are so many lives left to feed
God is not what we need
We all bleed the same
Losing our own hopes and dreams
This is my life I have a say
Standards set, mind unaware
Protest against human kind
If it was your kid would you mind
Holding all the pain inside?
Anything to get you through the night
Setting standards without knowlege
To simply look at things differently
Against education to teach basic humanity
Be the same like the rest, living a lie
Be the same like the rest , live blinded
I won't be like the rest, living a lie
I won't be like the rest, I'll stand against
08. Riverside
There's a riverside where my youth spent chasing dreams
By those trees, jumping gaps and facing problems
Finding myself standing here all alone, is anybody out there?
Is anybody here?
So who's left standing when the years pass us by
Our days were golden, but the rust inside hides
I promise I will always remember you
No matter the days gone by
As the years pass by I see a lot has changed
The image fades away, but the river still remains
Floating memories of our young and restless nights
I'm picking up the pieces of my youths broken heart
So take me by the hand and take me back in time
Yeah take me back in time when we stood our ground
So take me back in time, yeah take me back in time
Remember how you smiled and laughed through the night?
So who's left standing when the years pass us by
Our days were golden, but the rust inside hides
I promise I will always remember you
No matter the days gone by
09. Hope
Through all this pain I feel inside
Through all my hopes and dreams, the memories I keep inside
They crash down and fall away
Through all the sleepless nights, the endless days
My heartache slowly slipps away
I push myself over the edge
I feel my heart is broken
I'm leaving leaving behind dead memories
They keep on breaking me
I had to give the best of me to live despite my struggles
The change, it's hard, I'm falling behind
Through all those fears and all those tears
For now I feel like I'm slipping away
Through sleepless nights, the endless days
Tonight I'll fight waiting for sunrise
Forever slipping away
10. Together
Why don't you scratch the surface so I at least see what lies behind
I'm gonna help you get through this, we're gonna walk through the enemy lines
Together we can do what we want, outside of boundaries of society
Where we started taking an oath, friendship durability
Different opinions, but still it kept us together
We're all friends, we're all friends, we're not the enemy of ourselves, I love you guys, I'll love you forever
11. Grow up
Pressure within you, trying to live
Surrounded by hate and suffering
Fear in you heart is pulling you down
So hard to stay strong
We grow up in this world
Believing there's a chance to make things right
But all we do is destroy our minds, we destroy our lives
We destroy ourselves
To scared to walk home alone in the street
Shadows turn to knives and fists
Lights they go out, shaking the ground
Beneath your own feet
You gotta stand up and fight your rights,
Come on and stand up, don't give up the fight
Freedom, liberate your mind from prejudice and find
Something worth fighting for, live your life
We all choose our own, love lost long time ago
What's your response?
Rethink and be the change
12. Failure
I got lost in the eye of the storm
Had no expectations, but I got a lot of concerns
My needs got pushed aside, I slipped away
I don't wanna accept these terms
Facing each day, but there's always that sence of failure inside
Everywhere I turn there's fear drowning me
Running away always helps just to be alone
I got nothing left to hide
Constant fear that keeps finding it's way
through my chest to keep me away from
Wondering in this life, I got nothing left to hide
No doubts, no regrets, to keep me away
13. Umph
It is 4am right now, it's all quiet in my town
I am out of the crowd, lost without a sound
Listen to the radio, think of all the streets we roamed
Watch the world as we all sing along
You'd call me up to save the day
By the sunset we were on our way
Losing sleep in the summer night
Woke up to a brand new day
What's the point of fighting when we all lose in the end?
It is like there's no good reason cause I'm lost without you
Now I'm hanging all alone,
Sitting by the telephone
Everything looks so sweet
My mind is stuck on repeat
And I'm waiting for your call
Sitting by the telephone
Everything looks so
Way to familiar
I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm leaving everything behind