Hitman

(1999) What About The Flame We Used To Feel
01. True friends
02. Traces from the past
03. I'm still shining
04. Again
05. May
06. You act you get
07. It's alive
08. Minimum of trust
09. Lock down
10. Sometimes too much is not enough
11. On the edge
12. This heart of mine
13. Our bonds will never break



01. True friends

We made it this far and still are true
still dedicated to the words we said
with even more friends that give respect
to all the words said trough all this years
made us strong and proud cause you sang aloud
knowing you're a true friend and you understand
makes all this years being worth even more
I dedicate myself to this way of life
give respect to my friends and get it back
living like this brings us closer to each other
together like this we all raise our fists
raise our fists



02. Traces from the past

Naked isolated separated
in my own pathetic misery
drowning in my insecurities
not living surviving the ghetto of my mind
walking to the edge of loneliness
try not to forget that I'll be forgoten
but what's all this towards the burden
you've been bearing through all this years
can you forgive me
for I'm not the man you used to hold
can you forgive me
for I'm not the man you used to belive in
blind alone without a name
still play this pathetic game
captured between ego and pride
haunted by the heritage of your love
strange faces their embraces
come like curse to me
but the thought of you brings
content and joy to this uncertain boy
can you forgive me
for I'm not the man you used to hold
can you forgive me
for I'm not the man you used to belive in
I'm not that man



03. I'm still shining

What happened to what we had
things ain't what they used to be
like all the love is gone
like everything turned into a habit
i was ready to give you all my love
but i saw that it didn't mean much to you
so i won't push you any more now
i learned to understand that you need time
i still remember the day that i met you
you made me shine and you
you still do



04. Again

Life is the fucker that hits me
everytime i thought i made it
right back on my feet
sometimes my heart it gets wounded
but then again
like I'm not used to it
it's funny how
every time it happens to me
I just stand up and try it from the start
I guess I'm not
the quitting type
that stays down when he gets knocked out
I try it again
and I won't give in
I try it again and again and again
no steps back just up front
no steps back just up front



05. May

Here's the pain here's the end
like i lose my life by losing you
is there a way do you know it
where's the fuckin' hope
you tell me now
true love i gave only to you
I did everything straight from my heart
it was sincere, it was for real
but not for you
you just played a part
years of love lost through years of silence
leaving behind just memories that fade away
may
times of happiness replaced by times of pain
making this life i live so meaningless



06. You act you get

So strong and always correct
fight against this and that
even the clothes fit with no mistake
for me it's just one more act
today you play the role so well
tomorrow you just turn your back
youthfull anger so easy forgot
got you it's just one more act
you act you get
no respect from us this time
you act you get
a dick so big you choke on it



07. It's alive

To me hardcore is a feeling that i cary in my heart
it gives me strenght to endure and trust in myself
it represents the life i live with no regrets
i wouldn't try to change it for any other you try to give
it's a part of the life that we live
i'm true to the things that i do for myself
i wouldn't know how to fake all this feelings
so i really don't care what you think about me
i just keep on living this life that i'm proud of
all the music that we play
all the words that we say
all the love that we give
it's a part of the life that we live
all our parents so strong and brave
all the friends that we have
all the love that we receive
it's a part of the life that we live



08. Minimum of trust

Confused by the words said in the past
turned my feelings in another direction
still try to recover from all the lies
that finally made me open my eyes
trust is what i tried to give
so many times from my heart
trust is what you've lost
by given me all those lies
scars remain deep inside to influence
all the decisions i'll make in my life
friends reduced to the minimum of trust
now i know i can't compare it to the past
trust is what i tried to give
so many times grom my heart
trust is what you've lost
by given me all those lies



09. Lock down

(Madball)



10. Sometimes too much is not enough

Sooner or later our progress will swallow us whole
and make us unimportant empty and small
we'll drown in a sea of immorality
where money's everything what a shame
sometimes too much is not enough
we learned from the day of our birth
to steal and rape our mother earth
I tried but your false words just can not fit
'cause your mouths are always so full of shit
sometimes too much is not enough
modesty honesty responsibility
forgoten words that lost their meaning
how long will this process last
why can't we just learn something from the past



11. On the edge

You're going on another fertile trip
but happiness just can't be so cheap
love is a strange word here these days
this apathy is killing you and me
so you searching for someones embrace
searching for an island of peace
where you won't hide your face, some dark place
yet you're all alone on the edge
and what about the flame we used do feel
was that something real
and what about the blame and shame we feel
is that something real
sorry friend you can't blame me
sincere is what i want to be
this apathy is killing you and me
oh god please save us from this mistery
bonds of freindship used to be so strong
tell me how could we go wrong
it was a loss for far too long
but now i tell you what i meant with this song
and what about the flame we used do feel
was that something real
and what about the blame and shame we feel
is that something real
we're about to make a pledge
that we stick together 'till the end
yet you chose to stay on the edge
but you're still my friend still my friend...



12. This heart of mine

Why do you cover why do you always hide
you better take a look of whats inside
it's not about whats beein said in the past
am I cool am I hard or built to last
it's not about what records we play
it's all about what's inside and what we have to say
what keeps me from falling apart
is this heart this heart of mine
would it be wrong if this was a love song
you tell me
cause you're the one who decides what's right or wrong
forget about your scene your so called friends and trends
i could never understand people like you
through all these years i learned how to get along
thank you lord for keeping my heart so strong
...



13. Our bonds will never break

I don't know how it feels to be a brother
i never really had the experience
but i think it's closest to the feeling
that i feel for you my friend
you're always there when i need help
pick me up when i feel down
you shape the pain and give the fun
i appreciate you been my friend
our bonds will never break