20 mg
I found myself
slipping away again
today I cleaned
the house
and cleaned myself
I wrote my letters
and answered my own
questions
but I’m still here
after 25 years
adding bars on my walls
in a maze of broken bottles
looking for my fragile throat
everyone I loved went away
that’s why I’m still here
looking at the bottom
where all wishes come true
I don’t need to be saved
I’m perfection overdosed
on a modern man
I don’t need to be saved
so I just need to be
alone,
only alone
I can feel the rain fall
alone
only alone
I can feel my downfall