Tea Break

(2002) Can't Find My Way (demo)
01. Can't find my way
02. Over and over
03. Weeds
04. Never
05. Rejuvenate
06. Same old pain
07. You don't care
08. Insecure
09. Welcome to my world
10. Luka
11. In your arms (i'll be fine)



01. Can't find my way

I never wanted to live this way
Some people tell me to get away

Sometimes I ask my self would it be all right
To clear my mind and make a break for a wile
I’m not afraid that this will ever end
Lost in the crowd they’ll never comprehend

I’ll never find my way . . .

Last night I dreamt about a better land
Some people tell me to get away

Sometimes I ask myself would it be all right
To clear my mind and make a break for a wile
I’m not afraid that this will ever end
Lost in the crowd they’ll never comprehend

I’ll never find my way . . .



02. Over and over

How many times you’ve let me down and walked away
Life means nothing to you keep saying everyday
Broke every promise, memories and I lost my faith
What makes you sure, you’ll never win this game!

Over and over, again and again
Can’t figure out, you’re not my friend
What’s done is done, you can’t change that
Over and over again . . .



03. Weeds

Every day I wake up
With the leaves on my hands
Shattered mind is hiding
What’s within my head
I feel the root
It’s spreading deep into the ground
It’s falling life we’re living
And my mind is telling me that

I’m falling down
Face the ground

My fall will be
Your fall indeed
So don’t let no one
To put the weeds in your mind

Every night I dream a seed
Whispering to my mind
Your eyes are holding me tight
And ignorance makes me blind
You see my root
It’s spreading deep into the ground
It’s falling life we’re living
And my mind is telling me that

I’m falling down
Face the ground

My fall will be
Your fall indeed
So don’t let no one
To put the weeds in your mind
To put the weeds in your mind



04. Never

I’m looking through their eyes
I see an endless story
They’re hoping for better days
And they are hating someone’s glory
It’s too easy to look away
It’s too easy to tell them what is right
Happiness is what they want
But they won’t give up without the fight!

This world will never be the same
This world will never put you down
This world will never be the same
This world will never knock you out!

I’m looking through their eyes
I see an endless story
They’re hoping for better days
And they are hating someone’s glory
It’s too easy to look away
It’s too easy to patronize
Expression is all they want
And they will never sell themselves out!



05. Rejuvenate

What is wrong with you
Do you have
Something left in your heart?
Where is your strength
That you were telling me about?
And it seems like,
You’ve aged with twenty two

Rejuvenate!
Don’t be afraid
It’s time for you
To make a change

Can’t stop, Don’t stop
“Rejuvenate your mind!”

What’s the problem
You’ve lost identity
You’re sleeping all the time
And you will never be alive
Where is your faith
That you were telling me about?
And it seems like,
You’ve aged with twenty two!

Rejuvenate!
Don’t be afraid
It’s time for you
To make a change

Can’t stop, Don’t stop
“Rejuvenate your mind!”



06. Same old pain

You can always read my mind
It’s not difficult to say
Every single day I’m blind
Maybe that’s the only way

Now I think you should be gone
I’ll never live my life again
Selfishness has overcome
Never thought that’s my dead end

Disappointed, always wanted
To survive these days
Heart’s beating, no one hears it
Always same old pain

I can always read your mind
It’s not difficult to say
Every single day you’re blind
Maybe that’s the only way



07. You don't care

It’s alright
You don’t have to give up your fight
It’s OK
No one is asking you
To stay
It’s too wrong
You’ve been waiting for me too long
To suffer inside
Pain is what I wanna hide

Now you wanna say goodbye
Leaving everything behind
You don’t care about
Our lives at all!

It’s too wrong
You’ve been waiting for me too long
To suffer inside
Pain is what I wanna hide



08. Insecure

These thoughts won’t let me live
I know they’re not for real
I can’t afford it today
Another walk through the hell

Mistrusting myself
I feel insecure
I don’t want to dream anymore

My life has passed me by
But I can give a try
To look the other way
And make one perfect day

Mistrusting myself
I feel insecure
I don’t want to dream anymore
Confusing myself
I know I’m alone
I don’t want to dream anymore

Insecure, Insecure, Insecure …



09. Welcome to my world

Welcome to my world, going nowhere, far away from home
What is your position, what makes you live
Do you feel your body deep inside of me

No one else is gone
I am left all alone
This night will be
Some special, slow dying
So, close my eyes
And burn my smile

I leave this world behind, loving no one,
Fear, it makes me cry
Welcome to my world, going nowhere,
And now it’s gone for sure



10. Luka

(lyrics by Suzanne Vega)

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before

If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud

They only hit until you cry
After that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore

Just don't argue anymore



11. In your arms (i'll be fine)

Breaking through this life
I have to decide
It happens all the time
Dream is all I got

Boundaries are far
Loosing you is hard
I’ll have to decide
To reach the other side

Reach the other side
Haven’t changed my mind
Hold me in your arms
I’m coming home and I’ll be fine . . .

Didn’t bring you back
It’s more than I can take
Crawling through this life
It’s meaningless I find

Boundaries are far
Loosing you is hard
I’ll have to decide
To reach the other side